Wake me Up when summer ends…
The sun is ready for its shining… The birds are starting to bid goodbye, the trees are swaying its leaves whispering something I could hardly accept. The things I used to be with are starting to be blown away by the wind… I can’t let go.. it’s so hard.. but they say, life is a matter of letting go and moving on..so maybe, from today, I have to prepare myself, for the best storm will be gone in a moment, one of these days…. Im gonna miss the rain, im gonna miss the flowers…
I’ve met them for a reason and that probably because He wants me to learn something from them and them from me. They are like flowers in the garden.. They have different colors and fragrance… I know, when the summer arrives, some of them may be gone but will never die… I wont let it happen. Their fragrance will remain in the midst of the night; cause when the summer ends, they will again bloom from the soil with purity and solidarity.
Here comes Eleanor. A flower with a fragrance of responsibility and with a mixture of faith and resemblance of a white rose perfectly made…The shining light that guides the group. With her encouraging words, you will never know the weaknesses she has been hiding. She’s brave as the lion as she follows the path of her Creator… A dream as wide as the universe, sometimes she doubts. But hey this I tell you:
Honestly, I can’t figure out why I became closed to you. There are so many ‘“maybe’s” poppin’ on my head. Maybe because I see in you the other side of me. The one with a responsible heart especially when talking about family matters. As I saw you writing notes heartily during our lecture in the orientation phase, I was amused a little that reminded me of my high school days. I was so like that..hihihi. You were so vibrant and hyperactive as we had our conversation…and again, that is another plus points. As days passed by, I get to know you better. You are so emotional that sometimes made your insecurities out of the shell. You reminded me of my old self again.
The girl in the past is as closed as you today. I want you to know her. She’s brave like you but her fears keep on letting her down. Fears lead you to the darkness of life..to the cloudy day which gives you nothing but loneliness. It’s like you’re a prisoner of your own fears… Never do that.. Keep yourself free from fears and everything will follow… BELIEVE ME BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN THERE. I want you to open my past.. I was such a coward then. I was afraid life will lead me to nothingness that leaded me to a point of ending my life…. It was a mistake and I will never do it again.
Light a torch of your dreams and make them the light of your path. Every step, it will lead to your success even when sometimes the darkness will steal the day.. Strengthen yourself for the coming storms by bringing shield of solidarity… your past, your problems and trials you’re facing are the keys..remember that. Someday, all the sweats and wounds you have will provide you the sweetest victory because sometimes life has its irony… It is up to us on how we deal to it. Be a warrior, be a winner… Never surrender! :)
Remember girl, wherever you are on earth,remind yourself that God sends me to be your angel, to be His messenger that He loves you and He will never leave your side. Keep the Faith.
As I met Eleanor, I pick up this purple flower in the bush, would you like to know her? She’s Angeline.
Walking in the way, you’ll be amazed as she sways, the color of her sweetness, the fragrance of her strength, I’m sure will definitely make you gaze. She guards her teams, as she bravely speaks her heart… never hurt her feelings for she has this thorns to prick your fingers. She maybe loud and funny yet she has the capacity to get people’s attention, for the color of her wilderness is so bright as the neon. She find ways to live long; her mind so smart, sweat like honey. ya sure she reproduce ice creams not just on Holidays. She is bubbly like me, gardeners would love to plants flowers like thee.. girls will definitely adore her, boys will do their best to get her… Oh now, are you ready to hear MY SIDE for this cudie?
Every night, I know you are the moonlight of your siblings. KEEP IT UP. People are not all like that. Life is not always all about happiness and winning..sometimes, its about sadness and losing. During the down moments, please do share your brightness.
Before we bid goodbye with each other, please remember my words, dear friend. God knows your value; He sees your potential. You may not understand everything you are going through right now. But hold your head up high, knowing that God is in control and he has a great plan and purpose for your life.No matter what you go through in life, no matter how many disappointments you suffer, your value in God’s eyes always remains the same. You will always be the apple of His eye. He will never give up on you, so don’t give up on yourself.. :)
Just like this honey bee who loves to be a flower… look who’s arguing with me, it’s my dear Stephine.
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A Perfect Storm…
Can I begin this with a sigh?
Every day is like I am watching a movie marathon wherein I face random life scenarios..I meet different kinds of people and most of them, have taught me important things in life. In some situation I sometimes get emotional and that’s the time I am expressing my feelings into writing.
Life is like a rain shower in a desert. We go on, every day, making it by having what we have, every day the same thing, over and over again. Then one day it rains. It rains, a once in a blue moon experience and instead of focusing on making the rain last as long as possible, you should just enjoy it while it lasts cause hell! its just gonna end up drying out anyway, so what does it really matter?!
Like life, we go on every day with what we have, then one day miracle comes by. Some of us FOCUS on where to take it. Others PRACTICE on where to take it. We’re human, we make mistakes and in the end we die, so what we do doesn’t matter in the end. Its what we don’t do that actually makes a difference…
Something in the past..
Don’t live your life with hate in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, “What you did to me is okay.” It is saying, “I’m not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever.” Forgiveness is the remedy. It doesn’t mean you’re erasing the past, or forgetting what happened. It means you’re letting go of the resentment and pain, and instead choosing to learn from the incident and move on with your life. Remember, the less time you spend hating the people who hurt you, the more time you’ll have to love the people who love you.
Talked to one person in my past today and told me that I am more mature now. He even cracked jokes about my future relationship, to decrease my standard on relationship thing so I wont end up being a derogatory or an old maid. But what made the conversation unforgettable, he told me that our past made us stronger and better persons Though the past has gone away, but our friendship has stayed.. :)
I would like to share this with you.. I think this really touches my heart.. A poem wrote by an unknown author.
A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or
a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you
will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON … It is
usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have
come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a
godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason
you need them to be.
Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our
desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you
sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.
When people come into your life for a SEASON …
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount
of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things
you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person, and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life. It is said
that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Love on the 14th..
Before, when I think about love, its always about prince charming or that knight in shining Armor guy. But I was super wrong. Because love is also about the people closed to your heart… your friends.
Yesterday, we all know that its the day for lovers. Men in malls were busy buying chocolates, bouquet of flowers, heart-shaped balloons and more sweet stuffs for their loved ones. All the foods chains were full even those classy restaurants and hotels.. As we, my friends, were walking at the street and at the malls, there were so many sweet partners cuddling, holding their hands, hugging and more cheesy stuffs they were doing that they wanted to show the world how much they mean to each other…hmmm. “PDA” or let’s say public display of affection is anywhere but its okay because its love day..
I was glad to see happy couples especially those couples who the love stays through the years…it motivates me to believe that true love really exists.
Well, I spent my love day with my awesome and manic friends at mall yesterday. We had dine- out at Jonies where we ordered delicious foods..hmm. We decided to stroll around after that before going back home because I still had a duty…
A Valentine’s Special: “Finding True Love”
Valentines day is not only for the people you are in a relationship with. It’s for the people you care for & love! Advance Happy Valentines day to all my friends!! <3
I never regret being single. For me, it’s like a flower that blooms in a green grass, swaying by the wind, playing in the rain, and waiting for summer.. haha! okay too much for that flowery words.
What I really mean is, being single is a great privilege for me to know not to be desperate to have a partner, to be in a relationship just to feel loved and “in”, to seek for acceptance and security and most especially, it gives me the chance to make myself a better one not just for my future partner but also for all the people around me. :)
I always thought before that being single is so boring that my happiness is dependent to the person I am in a relationship with. I forgot to value myself in searching for true love. But then, God is so good and I find the true value of love in Him. He enlightened my mind and heart to wait and never rush on anything.
As I keep on stepping on my journey, He let me meet few people that measures my faithfulness, trust and understanding. It’s like every day He gives me the chance to learn what life really is.
From then, I have realized that the true value of love is found inside me. The people inside my heart, my family, friends and those people around me who keep on motivating and believing that I can make all my aspirations happen in life. They are my true loves. :) The best things in life have no price tag because there is no amount of money that can replace the things you have in your heart <3
Before,during February 14, not to say that I was bitter, but I felt jealous to those lovebirds dating and holding their hands around; but, not anymore…. :p Since I have known the value of true love, I am always thankful of Him and feel very lucky to be in love everyday with my family and friends, whom I know won’t leave me thru good or bad. After all, God told me to wait for my right one and I know someday, one of these days, I am going to meet him. :)
Winning the hearts of many…
I just don’t get it. Why are some people so pretentious? hmm. Pretending to be in a high class restaurant when the truth is she’s just here in our boarding house. hahaha. Is she trying to prove something? Um, sorry for minding her business but I just can’t help but wonder. ho-ho-ho!
Living in an imaginary world and forcing people to admire you for what you are not is nothing but satisfying your false esteem. Hence, trust yourself and believe that you are best.
Being you and loving yourself is very important. When you accept yourself, the way you are, you will find that life becomes much simpler and easy to live. After all, we all want to enjoy life with joy and accomplish our dreams.
Wrapping It Up!
I miss Tumblr a lot! :( I was super busy these days that I didn’t even have rest days for two weeks due to the under staffing of our hospital. I can sometimes feel the stress but I am happy with my work.. Every time I give my holistic care to my patients, that unexplainable feeling inside me is telling me something I can hardly grasp.
For the past two weeks, my feet were just roaming around the hallways and rooms of my patients. I realized I only went home to sleep then got up for duty again. Sometimes, my mind keeps on telling me to give-up and have a rest…
Giving medications to 8/9 patients is not an easy task especially if their medications are given through IVTT.. You have to know “MR. TIME MANAGEMENT” and not to forget the basic rights in administering medications.